About me
I'm Olivia ( Oli for most of my friends)
I've been struggling with body-image related problems since I was young. When I was 15 I was given hormones ( since I had thyroid problems) and ended up gaining 7kg/~14lb in a WEEK. Being set back by that I ended up getting depressed and gaining even more weight.
That was at the beginning of my last year in middle school. Later being in a goth subculture ( and being 16) I made some poor choices considering my apperance. I was far too chubby for a "proper goth" girl so I tried to remedy that with cutting my hair short and dying it black. Let's not comment on that...
That autumn I was starting high school. I was the only person from my middle school going to that high school so I was really scared of not being accepted. I got a flu right before the school year sarted so not only I was 4 days late, I also had black fringe, blond really short hair, flashy dark make-up and studded cloths + knee high military boots.
I'm a really optimistic and out-going person so I was able to quickly make some friends but still I was the most controversial person in school and entire student body gossiped about me. They started nasty rumors and belittled me - I didn't get to hear most of it ( thank god for that) until just recently but the amount I heard made me deperssed and thrown me into the clutches of bulimia. After a year of living hell I met my best friend. Who helped me battle my problems. She made me meet my dad ( whom I haven't seen for over 10 years at that time) and fight all my anxieties. Getting that done helped me get over my bulimia ( long and painfull process).but didn't help me lose any of the weight
Now I'm at uni and I finally managed to get some of it off. I want to be more confident in myself and become someone I'm proud off. My bulimic tendencies are getting in the way and I often panic that I might fall there again.
I restricted which helped me get from 72kg to 64kg but I've been stuck between 64 and 63kg for past 4 months and I want to do the rest of this journey the healthy way. I've been excercicing this entire time but I often did it half-harteadly. I want to change and achieve something for me. so HERE I GO! This is a fresh HEALTHY START! <3
Height: 170cm / 5'7
HW: 72 kg / 158.73 lb
SW: 72 kg / 158.73 lb
CW: see ticker ;)
LW: CW :D
GW1: 68 kg / 150 lb ( as of 20.01.2011)
GW2: 65 kg/ 143.3 lb [rew: my first tatoo] ( as of 31.03.2011)
GW3: 62 kg/ 136.7 lb [rew:new make-up <3] ( as of 13.11.2011)
GW4: 59 kg/ 130 lb[rew: second tatoo]
UGW: 55 kg/ 121 lb or less![rew:ENTIRELY new wardorbe <3 <3 <3]
photos of me
My stats
My excercice :
50 jumping jacks for each new follower
100 crunches for every message in my ask :)
Gotta get a grip on myself again!
72 71 70 69 68 67 66
65 64 63 62 61 60 59
58 57 56 55 54 53 52
Since 2011 is the year of THE GAP that's my aim ;)
5T4S
None of the photos are mine unless stated otherwise :) Just to have it clear
